desperate :'(

ketika kamu jatuh cinta maka kamu harus siap untuk sakit hati,,tapi rasanya aku udah kebal dgn namanya sakit hati sampe aku gtw lg rasanya jatuh cinta itu ky gmana!
d saat satu pihak memberi keputusan untuk berpisah?ada dua pilihan,pertama perjuangkan dia,kedua teruskan langkahmu tanpa dia. ketika kita perjuangkan dia sampe akhirnya kita lelah,dan no feedback, stop it!
mungkin kita bisa mengisi waktu hari2 tanpa dy dgn keluarga,keluarga adalah segalanya,mereka bisa menerima seburuk apapun kita,cuma mereka yg bisa ngerangkul kita ketika kita dikucilkan, yes family is number 1 :)

i just take the picture when spare time! :)

ITS ME ! i love fashion, :)

haha little bit :P

i hate to say goodbye

please stay here with me,dont go by :(
hmm i hate if u said "i must go bcause bla bla..." yes i know, :((


god,i hope someday we will be together,amiinn !!

waiting*

my day feels lonely when you go to leave because u have to finish college in jogjakarta
day after day that I went through was so quiet, flat and colorless.
sometimes I feel a high saturation like now : ( I don't know what I should do. I don't want to disturb you but I can't help feeling this.
I just wanted to express "how much I miss you".

and I hope someday we can meet. I'm still waiting ...


love,
ruz

sunday morning *yawn

'Sunday' is the first thing on our mind after hearing that day was on vacation, relaxing, being lazy, etc.
when I wake up on Sunday morning it's very hard to open my eyes and I felt like back to sleep until the sun requires to get up.

whereas day week is a great time to exercise after a week of activities, our bodies definitely need a stretch, I had to get up early and go jogging or cycling or anything that makes our bodies be refreshed. moreover interspersed with fresh drinks such as orange juice in the morning is very beneficial for our bodies. or strawberry juice.

if we do that every Sunday morning, I'm sure we're are ready the day Monday that some people hate it . so let's make it a habit to exercise on Sunday morning.

hahaha and what I do in the week this morning is to write a blog. hmm I think after this I will be jogging. so see u guys and thank you have read my writing :)

regards,

ruz

Hot 'N Cold - katy perry

You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes
Yeah you, PMS
Like a bitch
I would know

And you over think
Always speak
Cryptically

I should know
That you're no good for me

[CHORUS]
Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up
(you) You don't really want to stay, no
(but you) But you don't really want to go-o
You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down

We used to be
Just like twins
So in sync
The same energy
Now's a dead battery
Used to laugh bout nothing
> Now you're plain boring

I should know that
You're not gonna change

[CHORUS]

Someone call the doctor
Got a case of a love bi-polar
Stuck on a roller coaster
Can't get off this ride

You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes

[CHORUS 2:]
Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up
You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up
(you) You don't really want to stay, no
(but you) But you don't really want to go-o
You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down, down...

#dedicated for my secret love